Wednesday, November 7, 2007

I've got nothing up my sleeves....

I kind of wish that I had a trick I could master to distract the world from whats really going on with me. If I could, I would tell you my secret of how really I'm just strung out on a line that's hanging between what everyone wants from me and what I want for myself even though it probably wouldn't make me happy anyway. I find myself emotional without reason, grief that flows right over me like it was just today that my heart got swept away in all the mess that God forgot to bless. And I've tried to find an answer for all the questions that I've got but can't seem to find an answer for the simple ones. While I'd like to think I'll be alright, I guess the truth is, I've got nothing up my sleeves.

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